Three years ago my life was a mess – not in my personal life but my work life. I was a social worker working with really high needs families. I had nothing left to give, and today I am living my dream – sitting on a cruise ship bound for the Greek Islands with a group of amazing women who have had a life changing adventure through France, Italy and Austria and this is the last leg of this one month journey.
So what are those feelings that are arisen? Can you think of how it would feel (you might already know) when you realize your dream is part of your everyday life, what does that look like? What are those emotions that come up from the pit of your stomach.
For those that have not read my articles before I run Retreats and Journeys to many corners of the planet. The first time I realized I was living the dream was when I was sitting in a day spa in Seminyak, Bali on my first retreat after quitting my job and going full time to run Retreats. I was surrounded with women who had had major personal breakthroughs through the workshops I had facilitated and were now spending some time absorbing, relaxing and being pampered. I sat there while the young woman painted my nails and this overwhelm hit – it was neither good not bad it was just this heavy sense that something had shifted in me and for me. I was different because of what I had created. And I knew life would never be the same.
I have been on the Facebook for a couple of years now and have seen many who can not hack the roller coaster of creating something magical and they get off the ride, give their tickets back and go back to safer riders like the merry go round, then their are others who love the ride, they love the freedom it gives (although it may not feel like that when you are up to midnight finishing a web page or launching a new program) they love when they start to see financial gains for 
this when someone signs up or pays them for their services. When all the pieces of the puzzle start to fall into place. The feeling is so very different to knowing your paycheck from an employer is in your bank because you have created it – it is there because of what you offer.
So, how will you feel when you know you are thriving because of your dreams, that you are on that cruise, like I am with an exceptional group of women who have seen sights like the Eiffel Tower, the Statue of David, the Acropolis and so much more – that their lives have been changed because of what I do – what I have created – what you are creating.
Know that every emotion you feel is right for you, that every hiccup, doubt you have, tears, fist pumping the air when no one is around is all part of the journey and then one day you will sit on your throne and know that it is all worthwhile as you will feel the emotions that others have felt before you and after you on this Spiritual Entrepreneurial Journey you are on.
