When I made a decision to set the intention that I get divorced, I knew it was time to awaken and evolve. You see I set that intention because I was so miserable in my marriage that I knew there was nothing left in that relationship for me. I did not feel love at all and I was getting older and could not see myself living like this for the rest of life.
I had a relationship with spirit and I felt that was the only way to get what I needed without being in violation with “God’s law”. As I understood it at that time, there were few reasons to get divorced and according to what I read in the bible, adultery never seemed to be a reason to separate forever.
In awakening, I knew that there was no way I could continue to live the lie that I was happy. I was so miserable that in fact, I found excuses not to be at home with my ex-husband. I did it under the guise of working, however; I knew better. I did not have to work as I did, however; I chose to do that rather than cheat.
There were so many decisions that I made in the name of evolving.
To evolve means to develop gradually, especially from a simple to a more complex form. So in essence, as we awaken, and evolve, we will see our life change. Most of the time it changes in ways that we have no idea; simply because we are not prepared to see all that we can become and embrace it.
When you see change coming there are a few things you can do. One thing you can do is learn from it and the other thing you can do is run from it. Rafiki in the Lion King said it best.
What will you do when your time to evolve appears? Will you go with the flow and learn from it or will you run from it?
I have run from it for a considerable portion of my life and now I have chosen to embrace evolution. To make a path to awakening, it takes prayer and meditation; even if you have no idea you are doing it. Your higher self will receive it before you do, so you can take it and run with it. It feels good to know that as you begin to create and love your life, you are at the same time evolving into who you have always been.
I am quite certain that many of us have lived parallel lives and this is also not our first rodeo. So in order to be in the process of the now and awaken and evolve, we must stop, look, listen and breathe. What I mean by that is we have to take a moment and act instead of reacting. Learn to allow in the state of flow to create our wished fulfilled life, the life of your dreams.
